We all have gifts.
My gift is Spirit Channeling.
George Washington visited me when I was seven years old…
It’s Saturday morning – the day my Mommy lets me sleep as long as I want. I’m comfortably bundled in my blankets, just waking up when I notice movement.
As the fuzziness leaves my eyes and I begin to focus, I see George Washington’s white ghostly image moving slowly from right to left outside my bedroom window. His face and his shoulders fill the window. I recognize him because I just learned about him in school.
He seems to be at peace. It feels like an old friend coming to visit. He simply looks at me without expression or voice. He locks his eyes with mine as he gently slides past the window and disappears. I’m calm. I don’t’ tell anyone. I just accept it and go about my life.
A week later my heart closes.
The event starts innocently enough. I want to go to church with my sweet Grandma. I love her dearly and simply want to be near her, so I ask if I can go to a Sunday evening church service with her.
Entering a huge musky Southern Baptist church, I’m soon entertained by a shouting, sweating, pacing preacher. But then…he insists that the world is about to burn, and if we didn’t get “saved,” we’ll go to hell and burn FOREVER.
This frightening man suddenly stops, lowers his voice, and almost whispers, “Anyone who’s ready to be SAVED, come forward NOW, so you can be LIFTED ABOVE the fire and spend ETERNITY in HEAVEN.”
Tears streaming down my face, I sprint forward, afraid of burning in hell forever, and trust he has the magic that will help me float to heaven with Grandma.
Slowly returning to my seat, I’m in a bit of a daze.
As we leave the church I ready myself for the giant wooden church doors to be opened.
As we approach the doors I hold my breath, sure that the wind-swept fire has lit up the night sky, with most of Baltimore already destroyed. The raging fire will be rapidly approaching our church.
WHAT? No fire?
Stunned and confused I look up at Grandma. Everyone’s congratulating her because I had been “saved.”
WHAT?
I want her to hug me and apologize for the preacher who had lied. I tug on her sleeve, trying to get her attention.
She’s oblivious to my bewilderment. She shows no concern. She offers no explanation. She doesn’t seem to care about the lies. My heart feels heavy.
Ohhhhh….I get it! They ALL accept the lies just to get me to run forward and be “saved” so Grandma could be assured a special place in heaven. All these people are in on it. Grandma just used me to get her spot in heaven.
That was the moment my heart closed, and my gift was buried beneath the pain of betrayal.
Spirit Channeling found me in 1985. I never consciously sought it—as a very conservative, left brained person, I felt so skeptical that it took me five full years before I believed that my channeling was for real.
I began my professional life in 1967 as a computer programmer, working at the Pentagon and in Germany. From there, I moved into social services, earning my Master’s Degree in Rehabilitation Counseling with the Deaf. I became a Mental Health Counselor with Deaf adults, a College Professor, and eventually I became the Program Manager of Disabled Student Services at a San Diego Mesa College.
And then, channeling found me. I moved slowly and cautiously—going through what she I called the “Reluctant Channeler“ stage, and then the “Closet Channeler” stage. Eventually, working two full-time jobs left me so sick I had to take a leave of absence from Mesa College. It was time to choose between my two careers.
I finally resigned from my ‘day’ job in 1996, declaring myself a full-time Channeler for Paularyo, a gathering of seven Master Spirit Guides. I feel privileged to be able to deliver channeling services to spiritual seekers around the world.
I make my home in San Diego with my sweet, funny and ever-supportive husband of 25 years, Ron Jacobs, PhD.
"There
was a true connection that created a space for
honest and clear wisdom to
be absorbed by my being.
I look forward to my
next opportunity for enlightenment."
M. P., Solana Beach, CA |
In 1985 I quite unexpectedly and spontaneously discovered my gift as a Spirit Channeler. This occurred one evening while at a friend's home for dinner. I mentioned to one of the guests, who was knowledgeable about the metaphysical realm, that I was reading Shirley MacLaine's book "Out on a Limb." I explained to him that it was as if a light flashed in my heart. I finally found someone who sees the world the way I do.
This man asked me if I was willing to engage in a experiment. When I agreed, he led me into a light trance and summoned Spirit Guides to speak through me. He asked me a series of questions and, from my perspective, I began "making up answers." It turned out that my responses were spot on. It seems I am a "light trance channel" which means I can hear the answers as they are coming through me. All who were present that evening were quite impressed - except for me. I was very skeptical.
Due to the encouragement of those present that evening, I pushed through my skepticism and began to provide channeling services to friends. In the process I uncovered various facets and layers of my channeling gift. I became increasingly intrigued as I witnessed the impact of my service. I was humbled as people healed emotionally, physically, mentally and spiritually by the energy, wisdom, and guidance they received from my gathering of seven Master Spirit Guides, who collectively call themselves "Paularyo."
In 1996, I became quite ill. With some reluctance and trepidation, I realized that I could not dedicate the needed attention and energy to both my community college job and to my channeling. This led to the decision to dedicate my full attention to my gift. I have since become an international channeler, a top-selling author, and a spiritual retreat facilitator.
"WWWWOOWWWW....that certainly was powerful!
I was very moved and profoundly healed on so many
levels in the brief time. My deep gratitude
and respect for your continued role in service and light,
for me and the world at large! My deep gratitude
to Paulayro for cutting to the chase and
delivering the wonderful and much appreciated message.
So...all is well in my World and I am allowing it
to be EASY!"
D.S., Atlanta, GA
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On the outside - my life looks dramatically different. I went from calling myself a college professor, to introducing myself as a Channeller for Spirit. In the beginning that was a huge adjustment. In recent years, as channeling has become more known to the public, my introduction is frequently met with understanding and appreciation.
On the inside - after channeling for 27 years, I have a solid foundation of beliefs and understandings. I'm significantly more peaceful and content. I know who I am at the core of my Soul. I trust Spirit.
I'm no different than those who come to me and Paularyo for healing. I'm not a guru, nor do I aspire to be. Paularyo's wisdom and guidance simply feel good and right. I am constantly learning from Paularyo and doing my best to incorporate their tools for bringing love, peace, joy, and healing into my heart, and their mantra into my life: "Allow it to be easy by living Soul-First."
I am honored to have channeled Paularyo's empowering Spiritual Tools for creating Clarity, Balance and Peace to thousands on the path of Personal Healing and Transformation. Clients tell me they experience renewed enthusiasm, enhanced creativity, a peaceful sense of personal control, and refined ability to realize their goals.
